It was not always easy to wait for that time to come. Most of our friends started having kids and already worked on their 2nd and 3rd babies, and people kept asking us about when we would start a family. People started wondering if we had problems getting pregnant, which bothered me a lot. Just because everybody in Utah decides to start a family right after they get married, that does not mean that we are not able to have children. We had simply decided to wait until I was done with school. And hey, we're still pretty young with 26 and 27 years. I guess we just happened to live in the 'wrong' state where it's normal to start a family at 21 years. So, we did stand out a little bit.
But now that I graduated in June 2014, and Anthon and I would not have to live apart from each other anymore due to school and his work, we finally came to that point in our lives where we could and wanted to start a family - exciting!
We are so glad that we waited to start a family until after I had graduated. I might or might not ever use this degree, but I wanted to be an example to my children and let them know how important a good education is.
I also don't think I could have ever done a good job at being a wife, mom, full-time student, taking care of a household and doing all this while Anthon is away from me for his job. As many of you know, we have had quite a bit of separation time due to Anthon's work and me staying at BYU. So yeah, looking back, we are soooo glad that we waited to welcome new members to our little gypsy family.
Over the years, we've been told A LOT by other couples that we should first get to know each other well and do as much traveling as possible before we have kids.
I think we can truly say that we have had enough time to get to know each other and to grow together, and we've certainly had enough time to travel in the past 4.5 years. We went to Germany several times, traveled around the US quite a bit, spent time in Switzerland, the Netherlands, Jordan, Brazil, Peru, and Saudi Arabia. A couple of months ago, we also went on another trip to the Czech Republic, Hungary, Austria and Egypt. And with Anthon's work, I'm sure we'll see and live in plenty of other places in the world in the next 25 years.
I guess, we ran out of excuses to postpone having kids :-D
Lately, I have been asked a lot by friends and family about my pregnancy, how I've been doing, about pregnancy cravings, if I'm going to deliver the baby here in Jeddah, etc.
So far, this pregnancy hasn't been as bad as I expected. Yes, I was very tired in the beginning and took at least 1-2 naps during the day. I also often felt weak, especially when I had to stand on my feet for longer than a couple of minutes, but I was lucky to not get very nauseous. I also never had to throw up during the first 11 weeks.
After I had taken a home pregnancy test that turned out positive, I waited 2 or 3 days to tell Anthon about it (yep, I'm veeery good at keeping secrets!). I wanted to do something neat to tell him, but I didn't get any awesome inspiration. So, I kept it simple.
I decided to make cinnabuns/cinnamon rolls for Anthon and me. While the cinna'buns' were in the oven, Anthon and I were kissing each other in the kitchen. I decided to use the opportunity to tell him: "I think there is a bun in the oven!"
Anthon got the hint right away and got super excited :-)
Here are pictures from our first ultrasound:
Ugh, I guess I have to get used to needles... the things you do for a baby! :-)
At around 8-9 weeks, Anthon and I went on a 2-week vacation to Europe and Egypt. I felt so blessed to have enough energy to walk around the cities all day long and to go on longer train and bus rides.
The only issue I had during the first 11 weeks (besides the normal fatigue) was that I couldn't eat much. I just felt full very quickly, as if my stomach had shrunk. That didn't change until about week 22.
In Berlin, Anthon and I went to a 2-Michelin-star restaurant "Tim Raue", which was phenomenal! We both had ordered an 8 course meal so that we could try as many dishes as possible, but I was already completely full after 4 courses although all of the courses were pretty small - fine cuisine sizes :-)
I wanted to eat more, but I just couldn't. I hated that time when I couldn't eat much, it was pretty frustrating! I always felt bad sending almost full plates of delicious food back to the kitchen all the time :-(
Something funny: Anthon and I decided to take the two oldest kids to the "Vienna Prater" - an all-year-round outside amusement area with rides and fun games. Since I was pregnant and we didn't want to tell the kids yet, I had to pretend the entire time that I was "too scared to go on most rides". Our nephew probably thought that I was the lamest aunt ever and Anthon was the coolest uncle ever because he went on all the cool rides with him :-D
I still went on several lame, pregnancy friendly rides with our niece and played several carnival games with the kids, so that I was at least in some of the pictures and Anthon's sister wouldn't get too suspicious about why I never went on any rides... :-)
One of the few advantages of being pregnant - I finally qualify for this seat! :-)
In Egypt at around 9.5 weeks pregnant.
After the first 11 weeks, I started throwing up in the evenings. My guess is that it came from my new prenatal vitamins that already had iron in them, and probably exhaustion, too. I had to fly a lot during that time, which made it a lot worse. Luckily, it didn't last for too long!
At 11 and 12 weeks, we decided to finally tell our families that we were expecting. My mom and sister came to visit us here in Jeddah and since I had to fly out to London for a couple of days for a standard genetic testing appointment while they were here, I knew that I couldn't really hide my pregnancy anymore. We had put our ultrasound pictures on our fridge, guided my mom and sister to the kitchen right after they had arrived, offered them drinks and lingered around in the kitchen until they discovered the ultrasound pictures :-)
11 weeks: They don't have a qualified person here in Jeddah to do the genetic test that you're supposed to take before the 13th week, so I had to fly out to London to get it done there. After the appointment, I still had some time to walk around London and see some of the tourist sights. Here I am at the Buckingham Palace. I was pretty proud of myself for finding my way around a big city I had never been to without a map on my phone - yay!
After my trip to London and great results at the genetic testing, we called and e-mailed the rest of the family and let them know that we were expecting. Of course, it wasn't a super huge surprise to everybody because our families knew that we wanted to start a family right after I'm done with school.
At around 13 weeks, I had my first public throw-up... at the fancy breakfast buffet of a beautiful Marriott hotel in Riyadh :-S
Anthon had gone to work early and I had to go to eat breakfast by myself. After eating a little bit of fruit and drinking a glass of orange juice, I started feeling nauseous. I had to hurry up because a taxi was about to pick me up in 10 minutes, but I decided to just stay seated for a moment until I would feel better. But I did not feel better and couldn't hold it. I threw up my entire delicious breakfast right on the table. The waiter came and wanted to help, but I thought that it might be a little gross for him to clean up my mess. I kept telling him how sorry I was, told him that I was pregnant, and he told me several times to not worry about it. He was so nice and handled the situation so well, but I'm sure that he was pretty grossed out by my pineapple-orange smoothie :-)
So, I just grabbed a bunch of napkins and cleaned it up and left the room, probably with a very very red face.
Of course, the following days after this incident, the servers kept asking me if I was doing better and how my pregnancy was going.... so embarrassing!!! Luckily, I never had another public throw-up after that again....
Well, I had 1 other one, but I think nobody really saw it. That was right after we arrived at the Frankfurt airport (I told you, I do not handle flying during pregnancy very well!). We had to take a train in order to get to the car rental place. The train was so full that there were no empty seats left and I had to stand. Since I couldn't stand for very long during my early pregnancy, I started feeling dizzy and knew that I was going to faint. Because the train would soon stop and we had to get out, I kept wiggling around, hoping to not faint. As soon as the train doors opened, I jumped out and sat down on the floor. Anthon was so nice to get all of our baggage out of the train before it would depart again. So, as I was laying/sitting there on the ground by myself, people gave me a strange look and walked by. I think, they thought that I was totally drunk and couldn't stand anymore...embarrassing! :-S
Anyways, after I got up again, I had to throw up again.... ugh... no traveling for me the next time I'm pregnant.
At 15.5 weeks, I felt the first flutters, which was pretty surprising. I had read everywhere that first-time-moms start feeling movements/twitches/flutters somewhere between 18-22 weeks. But I guess, I have a very active little baby. He really kicks A LOT! He'll be a little Anthon - full of energy.
At 16.5 weeks, we finally announced my pregnancy on FaceBook while we were in Germany. Since I already had a little bump by then, and we were about to meet good old friends and visit my old ward in Augsburg, we thought that it would be a good time to announce it to the public.
Just a couple of days later, at 17 weeks, we already found out that we are having a boy!
The birthing section of the hospital (I forgot the real name for it) had been in renovation for a while and was finished in the middle of November (?), so everything is now totally new and is equipped with new technology.
Although I'm not excited about the delivery itself, I'm excited to have our baby in such a great hospital that has all kinds of labor 'toys' and labor services like foot massage, aroma oil therapy, acupuncture, homeopathy, and water birth. They also offer all kinds of classes for before and after the delivery - pretty much everything a pregnant lady could want.
Waiting for our appointment
One of the delivery rooms. Unfortunately, this picture doesn't show the entire room with the nice decoration, labor toys, music player, etc. It looked really nice, comfortable and surprisingly homey.
After our appointment, we went to a baby store just for fun to look at different strollers. Kind of overwhelming with the amount of different strollers!
20 weeks, back in Saudi Arabia:
Baking German Elisenlebkuchen and a bunch of other German Christmas goodies. I know, my bump is still pretty small there. I didn't start showing until pretty late, which is a little bit surprising to me since I have never been a skinny girl.
21 weeks: Unwrapping presents that I had hid so well that we forgot about them :-)
22 weeks:
Since I still hadn't gained any weight at this point (I had lost 14 lbs in the first months because of my tiny pregnancy stomach), my doctor ordered me to eat more fast food after I told her what I usually eat at home. So, Anthon dragged me to this burger place after our appointment :-) I think, Anthon really liked that excuse to go there. We shared this portion and I think he ate the whole burger (except 2 small bites), half of the fries and some of the shake... hahaha...
I loooove shakes, but I'm not a big fan of burgers and fast food in general.
But as long as the baby is growing well and I keep eating a balanced diet, I still don't feel like freaking out about not gaining enough weight.
Around 24 weeks:
Anthon, I, and a couple of our consulate friends were invited by this lovely family to an awesome Middle Eastern dinner. So delicious - I just wish I could eat more! Still struggling with eating more...
Anthon and I noticed last week that we haven't taken any real belly pictures during this entire pregnancy. So now, Anthon keeps taking random pictures of me whenever he thinks of it - while teaching, while being sick and super exhausted, before going to bed after a long busy day and looking crappy, while getting ready in the morning, and while cleaning... this guy :-D
25 weeks!
25 weeks: I was sooo sick and exhausted the entire week. I can't remember the last time I have felt that sick! Of course, Anthon had to take a picture of that, too :-D
26 weeks: After a loooong day. I was so exhausted.
Getting ready in the morning...
Still 26 weeks: Here, I'm cleaning the kitchen. I told you, he takes random pictures of me now all the time :-D
I am at 26 weeks now, or 27 weeks according to our last couple of ultrasounds (not sure who and what to believe), and I'm still feeling pretty good. I started sleeping on my side as recommended, as the blood flow to the baby is better when laying on your side than on the back, but I miss sleeping on my back!!! I always slept on my back like a mummy and did not move at all during the night.
We bought a pregnancy sleep pillow to help my body get used to sleeping on my side. It has actually helped me to train my body to sleep on my sides, but I do miss my good old sleeping on the back.... oh well...
And, I hate how big those pregnancy pillows are. Anthon and I used to fall asleep while cuddling, but with this huge "Berlin Wall" as we call my big pregnancy pillow, it is not as easy anymore. We miss falling asleep glued to each other :-(
The "Berlin Wall"
I've also recently started to get heartburn, even from eating the tiniest portions of plain rice and salad. It's ridiculous! Now that I'm finally able to eat more again (and I finally gained 4 lbs back), I'm starting again to not be able to eat much because I always get the feeling of having food all the way up to my throat. I hate that feeling! I've never really had heartburn before, but I guess that this is pretty common during pregnancy.
I'll try some anti-acid medication soon and hope that this will help. Wish me luck! ;-)
As far as cravings and aversions go, I haven't had any cravings yet. I still believe that pregnant women just make them up as an excuse to indulge in something :-) But maybe the last weeks of my pregnancy, or my next pregnancy, will proof me wrong.
However, I have had several aversions during the first 20ish (?) weeks. I could not eat anything with cooked tomatoes (lasagna, pasta with tomato sauce, chili,...), cooked bell peppers and red beets.
I also haven't had any mood swings and we haven't argued at all since I've been pregnant (but we generally never really argue). I think that pregnant women use the 'mean hormones' as an excuse to be bitchy, irritable, and get mad at their poor husbands. But again, maybe the last weeks of my pregnancy will proof me wrong. We'll see... :-)
To answer the question if I am going to deliver the baby here in Jeddah, I'm happy to tell you that I don't have to deliver the baby here. In fact, I would not want to have my baby here! The health care system is decent, but it is definitely not as good as the health care in Germany or in the US. The hospital I go to for ultrasound appointments looks great and new and everything, but we have to keep reminding them of doing certain tests, and they keep forgetting to document all results from the appointments. Luckily, our health team at the consulate has been very helpful during this whole pregnancy and has been kicking the hospital peoples' butts.
I'll fly out to Germany 6 weeks before the due date and stay there until 6 weeks after the birth, so that I have enough time to get a passport and a visa for the baby for Saudi Arabia and all that kind of paper stuff.
Anthon is planning on flying out on May 1st (our 5-year anniversary!) and the due date is May 10 or 11th. So, we hope that the baby doesn't come too early. I do not want to deliver the baby without the support of my awesome husband!!!
Anyways, Anthon and I are super excited about our baby boy and we're excited to finally become parents and start a new adventure together.
And as a pleasant side effect, we'll get to spend several weeks together in Germany and enjoy all the delicious German foods.... not too bad! :-)
Well, I think that's it so far. We'll keep you updated ;-)
